Hidup ini penuh dengan erti.. dan pengertian hidup ini bagiku.. terlalu besar dan terlalu banyak yang harus aku pelajari.. dan aku baru saja kehilangan cinta. tapi tak mengapa. bukankah hidup ini indah jika kita bahagia.. sendirian tanpa ada orang tersayang tidak bermakna aku tidak bahagia.. aku tahu.. ramai diluar sana ingin menemaniku.. dan maafkan aku.. bukan aku tidak sudi.. dan hati ini juga bukanlah ditutup untuk menerima sesiapa.. cuma, dengan keadaanku sekarang.. biarlah jika aku bersendirian.. bersama-sama keluargaku.. sahabatku.. dan andai tiba masanya pintu hati ini diketuk lagi.. mungkin aku akan cuba untuk menjadi matang.. dan belajar untuk menyanyanginya sepenuh hati..
Fakhrul,
25 Disember 2008, 6.06pm
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, yea
Look for the boy with the broken smile
Ask him if he wants to stay awhile
He will be loved
He will be loved...